itz already 5 something in the morning and i havent even get myself to bed...lol...break record again...am totally addicted and dragged into watching those tvb inspirational short stories...reli liked and learnt alot frm them...well, somehow, nt sure whether itz bcoz of da time passed or thru those stories or thru frens or frm any circumstances (am also not sure what it is), i think i've kinda made up my mind not to avoid anymore...avoid as in any sense lik avoiding someone or avoid facing something or etc...will try my best to face any circumstances bravely and wisely...well, on the other hand, ignorance might solve or might help u avoid something for a short period but in the end, u might gotta face it somehow or if worst, u might lose something which might be vry precious and important to u, be it friendship or others...thats when u realise that u have to be urself back and pretend nothing had happened, learnt frm it and move on...before itz too late...so to you guys out thr whose trying to avoid someone or something, think twice..no..please think thrice or more.....is it the best way out?is it the right and best way for all?are u willing to lose someone or something?....and not to forget to mention about pride...are u willing to lose ur pride to ur loved ones or are u willing to lose your loved ones because of ur pride?.....lets ponder and decide whats best for each and every one of us....and always remember that u are not alone....pray and ask God for His guidance...He'll lead us to the right path and to the right place...but in the end, the choice is urs....choose it wisely and juz hope that it is the right one...^^

Diz piece of article is written while waiting for weenie who had juz celebrated a temporary independence day...she might be sleeping i guess after her long, tiring & mind-killing battle...XD...ermmm.....had something in my mind to write about juz now...but it eventually faded away due to certain circumstances or maybe even becoz of nothing...haha...had been crapping nonsense these days...sometimes, do u feel dat u dont really even know urself edi???lolXD...weird but true...haha...so, wat shall we talk about today....lets see....ermmm.....let me share something dat i find it meaningful...itz adapted frm da song 'what should i do?'...luv it to da max!...itz a korean song but translated it to english to menghayati da meaning and da song...hehe..herez small part of it...

Well...its been quite some time i've switched on da ignorance mode....thought dat it would be da best solution...perhaps it is....however, juz at da moment i tot i had erased u, dat is da moment when i see ur name appearing in front of me again...haish...juz by seeing ur name reminds me of u, sometimes doing things also reminds me of u...not to mention those many coincidence meeting u and those things we had in common...what should i do?????...am determined to let u go...know dat it is not an easy thing to do but i believe i could...slowly....takes some time...no...might be quite some time....

Some things are not meant for us to see...no matter we saw it accidentally or saw it while stalking, those words dat we see might hurt us deep...if when we tell ourselves not to see it, u'll definitely find urself seeing and finding out more bout it...coz da more u think and care for someone, da more u want to know about dat person...curiousity grows beyond limits...datz human nature...perhaps....have u guys ever encountered diz kinda situation before? when da situation is like....
'Saw something...WRONG!!! DON'T SEE!!! T_T ' and ur heart suddenly comes to a halt and it aches so much...not even an OUCH word can be heard as itz bleeding deep inside...call it broken into pieces...i guess....haish...datz when we need to choose whether to ignore or not to...well, diz is a journey, not only to seek but also to learn....^^

As da title says...yup...am totally being attacked by da stalker acne monster......mum says thr are lotz of worms in them...lol...dunno whether shez joking anot as she alwiz claim dat shez telling me da truth...
me: reli ar????
mum: reli lar...bo pian lu eh...
me: o.O *blinks eye...still thinking*

LOL!!!!

As u see, having an acne problem might be regarded as normal for teenagers, as majority public says...but den, wouldn't thr be any acne busters here????? c'mon...am suffering diz for quite a long period edi...stop attacking me edi la...am a grateful person and i know i've recovered alot and is much better than last time...reli thankful for it...but...but....but.....haish...nvmind......what is meant to be then itz meant to be...afterall, i believe God has a beautiful plan for all of us....i trust in HIM....<3 ^^

CHUBBYNESS is INCREASING SIGNIFICANTLY without any demand frm the demand of the demanding world...haish....not to mention bout the LAZINESS level...
Here's a brief report of the progress so far....

Blurness: LEVEL UP! (2x)
Chubbyness: LEVEL UP! (3x)
Sleepyness: LEVEL UP! (100x)
Laughing~ness: LEVEL UP! (100x)
Laziness: LEVEL UP! (1000x)


Conclusion: as u have seen, too much progress seems to be no progress at this moment...get what i mean???...perhaps u do...

ain't gonna say i've got nothing else better to do, ain't gonna say dat im rotting, ain't gonna say im boring, ain't gonna say dat im jobless for nw, ain't gonna complaint, but am totally gonna enjoy and treasure evry moment dat i have nw...afterall, ain't da world gonna end in 2012 ???....LOL! cut da crap! nw, 1st things 1st...hehe...so, y shud i or did i ever created diz kinda stuff...hmmmmmmmmm...hav been wondering too........ermmmmmmm....well.......i guess itz bcoz..........ermmmmmmmm.........actually i also hav no idea....haha....nway, since it has been created, morally, i think i hav to bare a lil of da responsibility for itz birth rite?lol....so, juz wanted to say dat im truly new here, might hav created diz to express da things dat hav to be expressed or to express the things dat couldnt be expressed, might be expressing it secretly but actually not dat secretly, accidentally, or maybe not, intentionally or maybe unintentionally, or anything la...haha...totally hav no intention to drag stalkers here....so no stalkers are allowed here...only followers are allowed...so dun stalk me, juz follow me...hehehe XD.......i guess i shall not call it expressing for now, let's juz call it sharing...so herez my part time sharing zone....1st day to begin...gotta learn more frm sha n othrz...time to spice up my page...heheez...^^

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