haih.....couldn't log into my msn account for 3 days...thought it was because of the heavy traffic during the raya festive and also the independence day....rupa-rupanya, sudah kena hacked and blocked by msn....haihhhh...don't even know what had happen and when did it happen....so suay leh....sad case lar weyh....tried to recover it many times but still couldn't manage to save it....and the kinda worried part is that i dont really remember what else i had applied for and subscribed using this email address...hopefully, nothing important there....T____T.......sad, really sad.....but even tears couldn't roll down....why? why?...am i that resistant already???....had worse heartache or called it heartbreak...so due to that, this might be nothing aite???....i don't know....T___T....i guess its meant to be guar...afterall, everything happens for a reason....not gonna mourn on it....just let it be....gonna stay strong in faith, believe, and move on....sad and bad things will past...and hey, being fortunate enough to save my fb and blog is one kind of achievement...afterall, luckily not all is lost aite???....gotta and gonna stay +ve....be +ve, think +ve.....the storm will be over soon....cheer up and be optimistic!

If you try to live counter to your personal rhythms, you will expend more time and energy to get things done. Body and soul suffer when you force yourself to wrestle against your own rhythms. Listen to your rhythms and follow them.

A young woman went to her mother and told her about her life and how things were so hard for her. She did not know how she was going to make it and wanted to give up. She was tired of fighting and struggling.

It seemed that, as one problem was solved, a new one arose. Her mother took her to the kitchen. She filled three pots with water and placed each on a high fire. Soon the pots came to a boil. In the first, she placed carrots, in the second she placed eggs, and in the last she placed ground coffee beans.

She let them sit and boil, without saying a word. In about twenty minutes, she turned off the burners. She fished the carrots out and placed them in a bowl. She pulled the eggs out and placed them in a bowl. Then she ladled the coffee out and placed it in a bowl. Turning to her daughter, she asked, "Tell me, what do you see?"

"Carrots, eggs, and coffee," the young woman replied. The mother brought her closer and asked her to feel the carrots. She did and noted that they were soft. She then asked her to take an egg and break it. After pulling off the shell, she observed the hard-boiled egg. Finally, she asked her to sip the coffee. The daughter smiled as she tasted its rich aroma. The daughter then asked, "What does it mean, mother?"

Her mother explained that each of these objects had faced the same adversity - boiling water - but each reacted differently. The carrot went in strong, hard and unrelenting. However, after being subjected to the boiling water, it softened and became weak.

The egg had been fragile. Its thin outer shell had protected its liquid interior. But, after sitting through the boiling water, its inside became hardened! The ground coffee beans were unique, however. After they were in the boiling water, they had changed the water.

"Which are you?" the mother asked her daughter. "When adversity knocks on your door, how do you respond? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?" Think of this: Which am I? Am I the carrot that seems strong but, with pain and adversity, do I wilt and become soft and lose my strength? Am I the egg that starts with a malleable heart, but changes with the heat? Did I have a fluid spirit but, after a death, a breakup, or a financial hardship, does my shell look the same, but on the inside am I bitter and tough with a stiff spirit and a hardened heart? Or am I like the coffee bean? The bean actually changes the hot water, the very circumstance that brings the pain. When the water gets hot, it releases the fragrance and flavour.

If you are like the bean, when things are at their worst, you get better and change the situation around you. When the hours are the darkest and trials are their greatest, do you elevate to another level? How do you handle adversity? Are you a carrot, an egg, or a coffee bean?

We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge. People make mistakes.

We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.

Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget. Love one and all.

If you judge people, you have no time to love them. -- Mother Teresa

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day, a small opening appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further.
So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon.
The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings.
The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time.
Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly.
What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butterfly to get through the tiny opening were God's way of forcing fluid from the body of the butterfly into its wings so that it would be ready for flight once it achieved its freedom from the cocoon.


Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our lives. If God allowed us to go through our lives without any obstacles, it would cripple us.
We would not be as strong as what we could have been. We could never fly!

On this day, God wants you to know

... that peace is yours. Storms may be raging around you, but you can still find peace in your own heart because the God of Peace reigns within you.

AMEN!  Thank you, Lord! <3

really felt like crying my heart out...tears kept rolling down physically and emotionally...i really wanna thank You, Lord for everything!...Thank You for keeping me healthy especially...was really scared when i went to the hospital today....thought it was serious and was really scared back then....luckily, it does not turn out that way...thank you for saving me, knowing what i need and always there when i needed You most....i could not thank you more...THANK YOU, LORD! T_T

Sometimes, when someone hurts u with words or even actions, got hurt really deep, u only need to ignore it, be still and seek the Lord...for He provides and knows whats best for you...
At times like this, i tend to think and tell myself that whats meant to be, it will be and what matters does not matter anymore...but is telling ownself those words sufficient???...nway, i believe if God puts us in it, He will get us through it....<3

Lord, please teach me to be more resistant towards other people's words and actions...for You know what i've been and going through...You know whats real and the truth...help me Lord to be courageous and stand for whats right and be still....Lord, please help me...i really need You...i really do....Amen. T_T

u...yeah, you! what makes u think u are right har???dun simply say something without actually knowing the truth! simply spread here spread thr telling everyone and worse 'correcting' people summore...please lar weyh, know the right thing first lah, dun simply listen from others or make ur own assumption already then say others ba! diz reli pisses me off!!! if u said im not it then prove it!!! if u can't prove it then SHUT UP!!!...i've been holding diz for quite some time edi leh...dun make me argue wif u!...unless u reli know something and it is proven right, DON'T PANDAI-PANDAI kaypo go and 'correct' others....seriously, u're making me hating u....ARGHHHH!!!

Sometimes my hope, it slips away.
Sometimes my dreams come crashing down!
Sometimes my life, this crazy life,
Has a heart, has a heart of its own!
And when I lose my way,
You know

I look to You to find my strength.
Carry me to the end of my days!
A steady hand to lead me through,
Arms of faith to bring me back to You!
I will keep my eyes on love,
Set my heart on things above!
When my soul is so afraid,
I look to You to find my strength!

When the tears keep pouring down,
And my lips can't make a sound,
I know You hear my prayer,
And Your strength is always there!

experience might help one to become more resistant...resistant to words, resistant to actions, resistant to tears also perhaps....but if the tears did roll down, let it be...for one will become stronger after every drop of tears....

.....juz wanna cry....please let me cry it all out........
i really need You, Lord.......please.....please save me..... T___T

had a quite hard and bad day...please...no more.....T_T


Let the rain come down and wash away my tears
Let it fill my soul and drown my fears
Let it shatter the walls for a new, new sun
A new day has come

Being Upset Will Not
Solve Any Problem,
But
Getting UP n SET
Your Way To Your Goals
Will . . . !

Erasers are for people who make errors.
But a better saying:
Erasers are for people who are willing to correct their mistakes.

(Written By A Child)


A Message Every Adult Should Read, Because Children
Are Watching You And Doing As You Do, Not As You Say.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Saw You Hang My
First Painting On The Refrigerator, And I Immediately Wanted
To Paint Another One.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Saw You Feed A
Stray Cat, And I Learned That It Was Good To Be Kind
To Animals.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Saw You Make My
Favorite Cake For Me And I Learned That The Little Things Can Be
The Special Things In Life.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Heard You Say A
Prayer, And I Knew There Is A God I Could Always
Talk To And I Learned To Trust In God.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Saw You Make A
Meal And Take It To A Friend Who Was Sick, And I
Learned That We All Have To Help Take Care Of Each Other.

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking, I Saw.!!

.....thz to weenie for sharing this video...this short and meaningful video really made me teared....at first, i watched it in fully thai version (without subtitles)...though i don't understand the words but i do understand what they are trying to deliver to the audience just by watching the video...sometimes, you don't need words to make you understand something but instead a heart to feel is the only thing we need to understand something...to everyone out there, remember those who cares for you....sometimes perfect things are not what we need instead what we need is something we already have...LOVE...yes, love is what we all need...so don't ever lose it just because you wanna chase after perfection or other things that always blinds us...be grateful...treasure and value everyone and everything you have...afterall in the end, that is all you need and have...

You don't need to be superhuman, and you don't need to be perfect. Simply live the best you can, and God will take care of the rest. 

What is within you crying out to be birthed into the world right now? What talent do you have that is ready to be used? What project have you been endlessly thinking about that is ready to be birthed into physical reality? And what dreams do you have for this precious planet? God can help midwife your dreams.

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